Lets Keep Dancing!

The truth is we choose what we love most.

When we love money most, that’s what we choose. 

When we love people more, they fill our hearts. 

We think of them most. Our life loses center. 

We leave the orbit of the Creator and enter the orbit of the creation—a painful and unstable orbit. 

In the orbit of the creation, we rise and fall with the wave of the creation, 

the wave of praise and criticism, our standards for success and 

failure come from the creation, from society.

Yasmin Mogahed

#True enough! Hidup ini satu pilihan because we have a high tendency to choose, sometimes kita jatuh dan bangun pun disebabkan oleh pilihan kita sendiri. When we love money, we judge people based on money measures,When we love people, we fond them on their love-giving. 

#currently iman is an hazardous state. Sekejap ombak besar, sekejap laut tenang. Kadang-kadang diri sendiri yang confused. Confused! Jom re-check iman sekejap, moga yang sekejap itu yang Allah nantikan daripada kita. 

Taqwa is not just about God-fearing. It is also about God-loving. ;)  

#Here is an interesting video, made by awesome child. Nice!

Guys, sometimes we have to keep dancing.

Every passing day is an opportunity taken or an opportunity missed. >.<

Reflection

Bismillah [Self-reminder]

Baca kembali post a few days ago…. Astaghfirullah. *hanya mampu geleng kepala* Benarlah kata orang, if someone has her own ability, skill. Use it, share with everyone. If not, it is going to be wasted :’) [terasa! ouch]

Today, doing some reflections. Aduuhh! Sangat loser. Rasa macam betapa banyak perkara yang telah disia-siakan.

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman!

Barangsiapa di antara kamu yang murtad (keluar) dari agamanya,

maka kelak Allah akan mendatangkan suatu kaum;

[1] Dia mencintai mereka dan mereka pun mencintaiNya,

[2] dan bersikap lemah lembut terhadap orang-orang beriman,

[3] tetapi bersikap tegas terhadap orang-orang kafir,

[4] yang berjihad di jalan Allah,

[5] dan yang tidak takut kepada celaan orang yang suka mencela.

Itulah karunia Allah yang diberikanNya kepada siapa yang Dia kehendaki.

Dan Allah Mahaluas (pemberianNya), Maha Mengetahui."

[Al-Maidah : 54]

Yup, Allah will replace us with someone else which is much much better, if you’re going not to do your responsibility CORRECTLY! 

here I’m doing a little writing on my own reflection, it might make you a little annoyed. Hence, put your shoes and go! Shuh! Shuh! :)

# First, as ‘abidah. Selalu melambat-lambatkan solat especially time bila sangat malas. Tak kira lagi bila you said you have very very much things to do. Allah! Kurangnya rasa sensitive aku pada time dating kita. Doa pun jarang! Bila something that really knock you up, baru rasa nak mengadu, merintih. Ouchh, bila susah baru ingat Allah.

“And when My slaves ask you (Muhammad) concerning Me, then, I am indeed near. I respond to the invocations of the supplicant when he calls on Me. So let them obey Me and believe in Me, so that they may be led alright. [2:186]

Ya, Allah Maha mendengar! Dia akan mendengar setiap doa kita. Said Ustaz Nouman Ali Khan, dalam one of his lecture; Allah use da’wata instead of du’a because Allah will listen and immediately respond if you only make a du’a once, if once in a blue moon! Subhanallah, Allah will never make you down :’) Try find his lecture. Best!

# Then, as a student. Ya, ini memang jelas dan nyata. Bila time exam betul-betul depan mata, baru terkial-kial cari buku. Masa tuh, baru curi waktu nak jumpa lecturers. It has been 2 sems like that. Aishhh. Ottokke? :) Tapi, sem 2 nampak ada improvement. Study group pun start awal, kaaan? Haha. Sungguh, kalau dah salah, mesti ada benda yang nak nampak betul. Manusiaaa. Berapa kali je rasa rajin nak belajar.  Astaghfirullah, asyik mengeluh nak cuti je. Nak balik rumah.

# As a friend. Ini yang rasa nak menangis, banyak je hati-hati yang telah dilukai apatah lagi classmates. Yalah, lagi-lagi housemates. Duduk depan mata, asyik nak gaduh je. Lancang betul mulut ni! Yang sakit hati lagi banyak, ada je yang tak puas hati. If anyone of you reading this, I’m really sorry. But, there is still something that I just couldn’t clear it up. Bila fikir-fikir, dia bukan buat salah besar but, tapi rasa hati :’( Doakan moga-moga Allah lembutkan hati. Nak cerita kat sini memang banyak sangat mistake that I have done. Please know, it hurts me more when people are hurted because of me. Maaf di atas ketidak sensitifan terhadap kalian2 yang terluka. sobsob

# Untuk rakan-rakan berkonferens riang, maaf tak tunaikan tanggungjawab dengan sebaiknya. Banyak sangat kekurangan, banyak kali hati ini larut, tak bersama dengan kalian. Allah! Bila esoknya ada konferens riang, baru terkocoh-kocoh cari bahan. Itupun tak sempurna :’) Tapi, bersama dengan kalian, memang seru bangaatt dehhh!

Relationship with Allah will determine your relationship with others. It starts with our Imaaan!

Lesson learned. As we all know it already, iman should be put ahead, then comes ukhuwah, ikhlas etc. Teringat cerita dulu :’) Bila ada masalah, everyone blame others. Dia ni tak sabar, tak faham! Dahulu, Akasyah sekarang Atikah, “semua tu depend on our faith, our iman. Bila semua ni settle, mesti tak ada masalah. “ Allah, time macam ni Allah hadiahkan mereka untuk saya. Bila dengar je, rasa nak hantuk kepala, terkena! Bila hati sendiri tidak terjaga, bagaimana hendak menjaga hati orang lain? :’)

# Opss, lagi satu. My parent:) They always there, no matter how hard they are having now. They are there! Bila duduk jauh, baru rasa besarnya pengorbanan mereka. Dahlah sorang-sorang besar kepala, kalau besar hati takpe juga! Yang ini, banyak sangaatt! Being here at home, mudahan dapat ringankan sikit beban diorang:) Tidur yang extra lena, tulah katil empuk sangat! See, nak salahkan orang lain pula. 

WoAH! Teruja, tak sangka. Puas dapat celoteh kat sini.

# Tidak cukup sekadar berimpian, berencana & mengolah kata. Yang jauuuh lagi penting pastinya, amal, amal & AMAL! InsyaAllah, berusaha untuk melakukan yang lebih baik. This note is just half from the whole:) There are still more, but couldn’t recall all back. Ini sekadar self-reminder, seronok belek-belek post lama. Imbau kenangan. eceh!

"Kerana tiap orang beriman tetaplah rembulan,

memiliki sisi kelam,

yang tak pernah ingin ditampakkannya pada siapapun,

maka cukuplah bagiku,

memandang sang bulan,

pada sisi cantik yang menghadap bumi.

Tentu, tanpa kehilangan semangat,

untuk selalu berbagi dan sesekali merasai,

gelapnya sesal & hangatnya nasihat,

sebagaimana sang rembulan,

yang kadang harus menggerhanai matahari."

Salim A Fillah. 

Suka tengok asap kopi. Need some refreshments :)

 In the mood of holiday. Yeehuu! 

Let's flashback, let's backtrack. to a time, like yours and mine. 

The story of the three, who longed to be. To be free, of their misery. 

Lots of love. 

p/s: Dear Afrah sayang, sorry for lying. hee ^^, happy holiday.